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2011-01-02T16:42:00.001+08:00

Alone... Why?? =/

I'm tired of drama.. tired of running after you.. tired of trying..

2010-11-21T19:26:00.003+08:00

I guess it's time to wake to reality.. Do you really like me? Why do you call me hubby? Why did you make me so happy for that 1 week of my life? And now slam me to the ground? No.. not ground, but hell.. Why did you do that?

Yesterday I was looking forward to seeing you.. And how late were you? 5 hours... I sat there like a fool.. stupid fool..

and finally we met, and you brought your friends along.. 2 girls 1 guy, and wad that guy doing? hugging you.. Can u imagine how upset I am?! FUCK....

I wanted to go home already... But I stayed on... Cause i wanted to see you as long as I could..

I waited so long to have dinner with you.. but u turned me down, saying you are not hungry.. What is this?!

Then at the arcade.. He hugged you so openly in front of me.. FUCK!!!! Do you have any idea how much I loved you, and how much this hurts? well, you fucking don't!

Then movie time, I thought things started to get better, cause it's only us 2.. but i felt like i'm watching it alone... you are there physically, but u are either sleeping or smsing.. your soul isn't there at all.. is it with him? fuck you..

after movie, he came along, and fetch u back.. why did he have to come? it's our date rites? damn...

p.s i still love you.. soul...

2010-06-13T09:29:00.003+08:00

Don't you think you are being insensitive? Ever thought about how I felt? Finally someone did the same thing back to you.. How does it feel? It sucks rites.

So why when he is mad at you, all you can do is think that you are at fault? and when I'm mad at you for the same reason, you think I'm just trying to piss you off.. What's the difference between us? Shit you..

2010-06-09T19:59:00.002+08:00

I hate me... I dun wan to lie anymore, i wanna tell you, i love you.. but i can't.. i just.. can't...

2010-05-28T20:26:00.003+08:00

For some reason, i dunno why.. I can feel your negative vibes.. I know u are not okay.. you don't have to act strong, and pretend that everything is alright. I can lend u my listening ear if u need one..

2010-05-19T22:11:00.002+08:00

I delicated this song to you. But I really wonder when you're hearing this song, who are you actually thinking of..

2010-05-17T21:50:00.003+08:00

FUCK WHOEVER YOU ARE... YOU THINK IT IS FUNNY?? HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF THE CONSEQUENCES OF IT? WHO IS IT GOING TO AFFECT? IT'S DEFINITELY NOT YOU FUCKER! IT'S ME.

Your parents gave you your name for a purpose. you should accept it, respect it. you don't like the name your parents gave u ar? why wanna use my name lehs? BO LIAO issit? nothing better to do ar? hiding behind my name, why? ashamed of your own name?! no balls to say ur name?

what were u thinking at that time? "ohh, im bored, shall disturb someone on their blog for fun.. woo darius.. nice name, i shall use this name to kajiao her. hehehes" or wad other SHIT? have you ever thought that when u tag her blog. i was outside, having a fun time with my frens at the badminton court? u think everyone will be online at that time of day? U are so ignorant. U ARE A WUSSY, NO BALLS, PIECE OF SHIT MOTHER FUCKER..

2010-05-16T18:25:00.002+08:00

I hope you are reading this...

Cheer up!
&
Chill!

=D

2010-05-15T23:32:00.002+08:00

I'm not going to give up on you.. cause i realised that even when we dun sms everyday, my love for u keeps growing everyday. but.....

I'm not going to show it to you, cause I know it makes you feel uncomfortable. I'm giving u alot of space already... cause i just want u to be happy no matter what. but i just dunno the right way to do it..

2010-05-12T19:47:00.002+08:00

sorry if i stressed u... I know I'm a inconsiderate person.. I dunno how to cheer people up, I dunno what is the right way to make someone relax, to de-stress. maybe for me I'm trying to make u relax.. but maybe for u, i am making a nuisance out of myself. I'm guessing that u are really pissed off with me. I'm sorry Katherine..

i dun even noe if u will read this.. but i hope u will.

Even if there's no chemistry.. I still wan to be your best friend if possible.. I still wan to like u as a best friend, as a buddy. ^^

once again, sorry if i irritate u in any way.. forgive me? =/

2010-05-12T00:15:00.002+08:00

Tired... I dunno who i can trust anymore.. all she ever did was assumed.. but i didn't hear it from her best friend mouth. I rather hear the truth, although it might hurt.. than not hearing anything..

I just can't stop thinking about u k...

2010-05-10T18:20:00.003+08:00

It's hard to keep pretending... i know how it feels.. I'm also pretending.. but I dun think i can continue this anymore.. I want to tell u how i feel, i want to hold u in my arms. but will u let me? wad should i do now?? who can give me guidance.. i feel so helpless..

2010-04-08T14:07:00.003+08:00

I wonder why... what did I do now? It's only coincidental that they saw us, I didn't plan anything like that to happen. why do you seem like you are pushing the blame to me? Why?

Is it that embarrassing to go out with me? or is it because of your pride, you dun wan to lose face? what is it?

Ever spare a thought about me? Ever wondered how I felt when u do all these..

It hurts ok.. Try being in my shoes for once. just once.. Try to understand my plight now..

I doubt you will even read this.. zzzz

2010-04-07T19:26:00.002+08:00

nice day today, i think its 1 of the few times that it didn't rain when i go out with her.. hahas. i really enjoyed myself today, even though its only like a few hours.. i really wished to spend more time with u.. why is that so?? i also dunno..

well, i hoped u enjoyed urself too. =D

2010-04-05T20:43:00.003+08:00

It has been awhile since i blogged.. sorry readers *doubt there's any though*. hahas...
But whatever la. damn sian..

05 April, another disappointing day.. looking forward to the meeting with you, but in the end.... I didn't even have a chance to look at u..

Ok, so your dad is fetching you u tonight. I can't send u home.. i can understand that. even though u told me that quite late. i dun blame you.

i walked from compass point to rivervale plaza.. and i waited waited waited. I was damn early.. i admit that, but it's cause I wanted to see you so badly. i dun mind waiting 2 hours.

but sucks is that, even before your "event" starts, u dun seem to want to see me. u dun tell me the address. no matter how much i ask, u wun tell me.. i take it that u dun wanna see me. that why dun u just say it in the first place?? why make me go all the way to rivervale plaza?

In the end, all i could do was wander around, block after block after block.

Disappointed, but expected.. since it is you... i should have known...

2010-02-24T20:00:00.001+08:00

Doing this, doesn't make u happy.

Doing that, also doesn't make u happy.

Then what should I do?

U tell me..

2009-12-26T11:43:00.001+08:00

I just LOVE Avatar!!! Watched it 2 times already, yet i still have the feeling of watching it again... Avatar, U ROCKS. =DD

2009-11-05T21:14:00.002+08:00

Just a Spare.. So I'm actually nothing...

Whenever you need me, I'm there, Whenever I need you, You are not around..

2009-11-04T21:52:00.004+08:00

Is today a good day?

Is today sunny? or rainy? or both?

Does the weather affects the mood of a person?

Today, went to the park, went to see the ocean once again.. nostalgic, very nostalgic.. Memories keep flooding back into me.. Memories of us, memories of happy and sad times we had. Birthdays, Studies, Casual Cycling. Playing with each other. Immature and innocent..

Even now, different school, different environment. I still have feelings for you. When they got you crying, I never felt so angry before. Even though I only heard your story and not theirs, I thought they are such ASSHOLES to even make you cry. Why?

And why is it that only you can make me sputter, make me lost for words, make my heart flutter? Why can't other girls do that?

Answering my own question, I think cause you are the special someone in my life, the one that makes me feel alive, the one that makes me think coming to this world is all worth it. No other girls ever made me felt this way.

Correct or wrong, no one knows the answer as clearly as me or you.
You may never come across my blog, but this post is for you. Do you know how much I actually like you? Perhaps you do? Perhaps you don't? hmmms...

BTW, I love you.. =)

2009-10-11T23:40:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to....

9 october - Charlene

10 october - Fabian

16 october - Denise

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 Darcus, and Me on 12 October. Turning 17 in 20 minutes......

=D

2009-09-12T11:19:00.000+08:00

Chalet was a BANG! =D had so much fun during the 3 days. especially the day with the BBQ. cook so many food and played with charcoal. i think i am going to have a stomach ache. if i remember correctly, i had 13 Prawns, 3 chicken wings. and a lot of hotdogs.

although it was to be a class chalet, i think its more of a clique chalet. but still, our clique is huge. so its okay. hahas.

played indian poker, bluff, cheat, dai di, murderer with everyone. so funn!! especially murderer when everyone stared at khartik as he stare back with his big big eyes. O.O

this chalet is definitely 1 of the best. THANKS AAT0901! =DD

2009-08-20T22:28:00.000+08:00

promise myself never to go emotional again... but FML...
Nothing good turns out rite... FUCK facebook, FUCK poly life. FUCK my LIFE...

2009-07-25T21:32:00.001+08:00

busy busy week... always so busy. actually i think is i just lazy. xD

STC came back on thursday night! he bring along his girlfriend too. went to meet him at DTE after we meet up with each other. went to his chalet and chitchat with everyone. quite a weird feeling though, like happy and sad at the same time. happy cause our dear fren is back. sad, cause we wun be seeing him soon cause he will be studying in the west when august come.

Friday went to bedok 85, with STC and the rest. we always go there to eat de. ate stingray, chicken wing, and many many more. eat until so full. after that went to playground and play. then go home le.

this post is boring, i realise i cannot blog like everyone else, making things so interesting. my blog is like so boring... =.= sorry readers, i cannot entertain you... =(

2009-07-15T21:32:00.002+08:00

readers, make it a point to leave a tag before you leave, im doing a survey to find out how many people actually come to my blog and read the posts. thank you.

2009-07-15T20:46:00.003+08:00

Bad day today, dun wanna talk about it.

I'm the greatest fool. A fool like no other. A screwed up irritant.

2009-07-15T20:46:00.001+08:00

Bad day today, dun wanna talk about it.

2009-07-11T21:30:00.003+08:00

Today, Saturday, I went to cosfest in the afternoon. At DTE.. people there were so cute and pretty in their cosplay attire.

2009-07-10T14:53:00.002+08:00

I know i nver blog very long liao. sorry readers. xD i doubt i have readers though. hahas. well, i finally finish my common tests today, i noe its slow, as almost every other school have done theirs, and even return their papers. but wadever.

went to watch the haunting of con---- smth smth. they say true story. the starting of the show was quite scary. and the cinema was almost empty. only about 20 seats are filled up. so the location was freaking. the show was scary, cause we don't understand the story line at all. but about half way in the middle. everything comes to clear, and the show was actually pretty interesting. go watch it. xD

i shall go and sleep now. tatas. ^^

2009-06-06T14:39:00.004+08:00

YO! so long never blog le. also dunno wad to blog about. nowadays its like everyday doing the same thing, crapping in class, sleeping in lectures, blah blah. poly life is great anyway. so much more fun! so much more united!

my class is CRAZY!! crazy over movies, and games. we had our own routine on friday! watch movie after school. every week sure watch movie de. this week we watched terminator. woots, great movie and graphics, damn cool!

wanna noe why i say my class is crazy?? take a look at wad they do during lectures, when the lecturer is teaching.

Crazy rites! hahas

2009-06-01T22:13:00.002+08:00

I said it before, and i will say it again.

I HAVE CHANGED. I'm not the old Darius u guys knew during secondary school. I'm a different me! A better person, a more outgoing person. the old Darius is DEAD! u guys see it rite, he is dead. Please stop terrorising this new darius with ur old comments and attitude for he wun take it. he just can't.

wad u are doing is trying to revive the dead darius, and destroy the new darius in me.
and that is something i wun take.

All that above is just a rant to get it off my chest, so dun bother reading it if u dun wan to.

To a special someone: Just be yourself, I know from what i been seeing, i wouldn't stand a chance, nothing at all. but i will always be there when u need me as a punching-bag, as a friend.

2009-05-17T20:49:00.002+08:00

Weee!!! Student union camp rocks!!! I LOVE "NINE LINES"!!! they rocks man! xD

Made new friends all around NYP, damn cool siol. now i noe ppl from SCL, SBM and more!! my frens aren't limited to SEG anymore!! =D

I love this picture the most!! (well, there is onli 1 picture (x.x)cause the other pictures i dun have it yet)

2009-05-02T10:45:00.002+08:00

wahhh, yesterday was labour day, and 4/8 cliques went out to play! but i din go, cause i dunno. so sad.. i was hoping that someone would ask me out, as i was rotting at home. arghhh! rot rot rot. nvms. next time i hope u guys wun forget mi and invite mi too. ^^

practically did nth at home..

next outing must invite me hor!!

2009-03-31T19:10:00.002+08:00

Im feeling bored... bored.. bored.. bored.. boring boring boring boring boring... BOREDOM!!! arghhh..

2009-03-22T20:27:00.002+08:00

YAY, i got my laptop!!

2009-03-16T12:32:00.002+08:00

Went IT fair yesterday, which is also the last day.. hahas, i realised everyone was bluffing to some extent. crowded is crowded la, but not until like ants, i think ants more crowded. and not pack like sardines.

went to see lappies, realised all the good ones were sooo expensive, and those lousy ones were soo cheap. i wanted that 4k plus gaming laptop!! arghh.. impossible dream for mi.

went to watch movie later on with my bro.. watched "coming soon". thai producers were freaking awesome, being able to cr8 such horrifying show. movie based show somemore. OMG.. in the movie there was this cinema, cinema 3 where all the horrifying shits happened. then i realised, we are in cinema 3!! WTH..

well basically, its this woman, chaba, who kidnaps children and dig their eyes out. i guess she got fetish for ppl eyeballs. yucks. she was screened, being hung by the villagers. the plot got more complicated. the REAL chaba was alive. so its not her haunting everyone that watches the show.
but its the actress that died while acting. she really got hung, quite dumb lo. the producers dunno about it until she died.

so whoever watches the movie will die, then their bodies will be in the movie, like 1 of the crops, without their eyes la. cause she got fetish for eyeballs. -.- well, the hero in the movie died... actually everyone died!! arghhh, no happy ending, except that u can see a very happy chaba at the ending, with many many dead ppl in her dining room.

Overall the show rocks, with a dude behind me shouting "hey!" at scary parts of the show, proving that he is actually freaking out, and a girl beside mi who screamed crazily due to the loud haunting music in the background. well, i kinda liked the ending. when the movie was shown to public, and that chaba was hung AGAIN.. everyone thought she died, when she suddenly screamed, "DO U REALLY LIKE TO WATCH ME DIE!!!!" giving alot of girls in the watching the show to scream for the lassstttt time.

p.s to the girl behind us. ITS JUST A MOVIE, u dun have to cry and hug your boyfren like u are going to die if u watch that show.. ITS A MOVIE!! so chill. hahas.. rating for "coming soon", 4.5/5 stars. amazing horror flick with a freaking cool plot.

2009-02-27T23:34:00.004+08:00

SHITTY!!!! I got molested while at work.. damn..

worst day ever.. so many unfortunate events.. -.-

morning, woke up at 7.30, to go for medical check up.. clinic opens at 8.30, i reach at 8.45, but sooo many people.. OMG.. then urine test, got no pee.. so suay. finally finish check up and everything, went to tm for lunch, wanted to watch pink panther 2 de, but cinema close!!

afternoon, went to work, reached at 4.30, cai ting go bully mi, ask mi stand weighing counter at 5.00. then she faster run inside and hide, so childish, hahas.

~ 4.30 ~ 5.00 kanna touch touch by this pervert worker.. OMG la. talking to caiting, then he come interrupt.. KNN touch my back, rub up and down.. mother fucking pedophile..

this is how i chased him away.. whipped out my penknife, and threaten, that's the onli way..
heng the ham auntie also help mi by asking him to get lost.. if not i dunno how long he wanna touch. that gay, despo, unmarried pedophile.

I HATE WORKING FROM NOW ON..

2009-02-14T23:59:00.003+08:00

1 more minute before valentine day is over.. =(

nevertheless, HAPPY V-DAY to everyone!! went out with my beloved frens today, though its onli 6 of us, including mi. they are, steph, hui bin, tricia, gary, dom and lastly mi. went to ang mo kio hub for lunch, first time being there... its soo freaking far away!! -.-

went to fish and co for lunch, ate fish and chips, and wowww, the fish is bigger than those in jack's place or swensen. lols. zzz wadeva...

well... V day is kinda like a normal day for mi, with no pleasant surprises like someone confessing to mi or smth like that. for the past 16 years, V days had been the same for me. seeing those couples being lovey dovey with each other in public, going to restuarant and seeing couples having passionate lunch or dinner.. i always wonder to myself, when will it be my turn to experience such wonders of a beautiful relationship?? always hearing people say, " your time will come, it is just not now." sooooo anyone know when that time will come??

ohh, happy 1 year anniversary of being a reject to me!! xDD

reading those words from your .... makes it hurt even more..

2009-02-11T19:23:00.002+08:00

Went for the scholarship talk at NYP, super disappointed.. hai.. i thought they gonna talk about some things that concern us.. but ended up they just give a talk about digital and precision engineering, which is like totally not AAT de.. their motive is like sooo obvious le, talking about digital and blah blah, then asking if we interested in transferring over to that course, blah blah, even prepared a form for transfer... soo obvious that they are trying to persuade us into going to that course... -.-

super waste of my time, seriously, i rather not have that scholarship for a course that im not interested in at all. wasted 3 hours to travel from pasir ris to yio chu kang and back again.

finally my blog is alive!! thanks to the tags i have been receiving, hahaz. xD

2009-02-07T17:20:00.003+08:00

forget about that ranting post, did it out of anger and frustration, u all dun wan mi go, then nvms, its ok. went out with my bro yesterday, went to catch at movie, the curious case of benjamin button. quite extract and cool. although most boring at the same time, 3 hours movie, OMG!! luckily i changed my point of view at the starting of the show, from a teen POV to an adult POV. hahaz. if not i sure dun understand de.

well, the story plot is kinda nice, very meaningful.. dun watch it if u cannot sit still for 3 hours and listen to people talking talking and talking. there's no action at all, only talking and abit of dancing and some lightnings.

2009-02-06T21:24:00.003+08:00

ZQ is right about something in life. I come to realise it yesterday, u guys are seriously, FUCKERS... -.-

Betrayal of trust and friendship is something not funny or something to be played with.. If u guys hate mi so much, why dun u guys say it in my face!?! Its much more pleasant for mi, rather than talking behind my back, then giving that "fren fren" impression infront of mi, acting as if nothing happened.. and i somehow found out the fucking truth..

"Don't do things that others don't like if you don't wan the same thing to happen to you" something i learnt during sec 3 camp.. DID I EVER TALK BEHIND UR BACKS?? MUST YOU REALLY HURT ME THIS WAY??

I don't need frens like u people, u guys can just fuck off.. its not like i can't live without you all.. zzz

2009-02-05T09:57:00.006+08:00

Its been very monotonous for the past few days, working working and working. BOREDOM!!

yesterday went to update my bankbook, hoping that my pay has arrive. xD damn the machine, always spoil de, make the queue soooo longgg. bui tahan sia, but no choice have to queue up. zzz. anyway, saw my primary school fren, Cheryl Seow!! hahaz, she is the first primary school fren that actually still recognise mi. woo!! and i gotten my pay, double woo!! work was boring as usual, no one to sms, since everybody is busy with smth, like drawing, or doing homework or just slacking?

today, got this phone call from someone, called jimmy. so early call mi, 9.30 am, i thought prank call. cause i noe no jimmy in my life, except jimmy neutron. and guess wad he told mi???

I was freaking selected for SCHOLARSHIP for my AAT course!! HOW FUKING COOL IS THAT?!?!

very cool huh, scholarship for aeronautical and aerospace technology. I'm one of those few that got selected!! WEEE!! so freaking awesome!! darius is awesome!! xDD

I hope it wasn't a prank made by someone, hope it is reality, not a dream. ^^

2009-01-27T23:46:00.002+08:00

Happy CNY people!! though it isn't very happy for me, with aunties comparing crap shitty things...

1st day)
went grandma's house. collect ang baos. go home.

2nd day)
go "yi ma" house. collect ang baos. play game with cousins. go home.

anyway, can u ppl stop comparing mi to my brother?! u guys are fucking irritating, i know we are twins, got same face, so wad?! not every twins will have same pimples at the same place or wadeva crap shit ok?! i noe i got alot of pimples, and im trying to clear them, i've been washing washing washing, drinking lots lots of water, not eating fried stuff. but still have pimples la.

I noe Darcus is handsome la, stop saying he is handsome and look at mi in digust. -.- WE ARE TWINS FOR FUCKING SAKE!!

onli thing that brighten my mood was ur sweet voice i heard for the very first time. xD

2009-01-01T13:11:00.002+08:00

Happy new year peeps! Its 2009, a new year, a new life, a new beginning. i hope everyone can forget the past year unhappiness or grieve or what ever u dun like to remember and start afresh once more. but let's not forget about our wonderful memories we had together, okay guys? xD

what's all of ur new year resolution? i dun mind if u readers spam it on my blog, cause it would make this blog more alive. ^^

My new year wishs are,
(for myself)
1) Get best results for O levels( good results doesnt mean getting wad i really want, so i say best)
2) Get a loving, pretty and understanding girlfriend
3) Become a new me in my new school( Dun wanna screw up like i did when I'm in sec 1)
4) Less pimples! ( Becoming more presentable is good xD)
5) Grow taller

(for my family)
1) Bro get best results for O levels too
2) Sis to finish her poly with best results too
3) Mum to be more healthy, having less arm pain and headache
4) Dad to overcome his problems and become more prosperous

(for the world)
1) WORLD PEACE (everyone wishes that rites?)
2) Everyone in the world to have enough food and water
3) Everyone have equal rights ( Not just race or religion but also gender and feelings)
Like having the law to protect both ladies and gentlemen equally
Like having gays and lesbians to have their right to love their own sex

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

2008-11-28T20:11:00.002+08:00

Been having strange dreams last 2 days... zzz is it normal to remember dreams?? hmms.. in 2 days i have 3 dreams.. 2 were nightmares actually.. 1 of them was bloody and disgusting..

lets talk about that bloody and disgusting one first shall we?? we shall.. since its my blog, i decide it.. xD hmms.. the setting was kinda weird.. like in an mrt station, with the WHOLE train packed with PRCS students.. and onli them.. we were having an AMAZING RACE.. how cool... -.- so many ppl running around the mrt station like mad, especially at tanah merah.. whr there is 3 trains arriving at the same time.. imagine how pack it is!! some ppl ran to the bus interchange to catch a bus, no.666... *devil's number* while i, strangely was flying in a helicopter... that's when the gross thing happened.. the bus was fully packed that the door couldn't even close, and 1 girl hand was sticking out.. it was, pulled out of its sockets, the skin ripped apart together with the muscles and tissues, as the bus went thru a tunnel.. i dunno why.. but i saw thru the concrete ceiling and witness everything.. After the race, i stop by my girlfren house(i dont have 1 in real life la), and from her house, out came this 1 arm girl, with other arm torn and tattered.. and greeted mi.. then i wake up.. cause too gross le.. zzz

2nd dream was actually quite nice... dreamt of (her).. but i should keep it a secret.. xD

3rd dream was kinda depressing, cause i dreamt of the same person in the 2nd dream.. I and this J guy.. forgot his name.. both like the same girl, and she always showering attention over him.. even at the kid's playground.. it happened in the morning, but i went home taking a bus.. and i received a sms from this J dude saying, " psps... u dun stand a chance liao, she loves mi, but not u.. too bad pal, i stead with her this morning at the playground, too bad u din witness it.. xDD" then i stare stare stare at the sms, feeling so depress and shit.. that i woke up...
The end.. =(

2008-11-21T18:35:00.008+08:00

Some photos of memories..

(4/8) (Forgot when these were taken)

(Sec 3 class outing, though not many turned up.. zzz)
(Sentosa outing)

Sent Tat Cheong off a few days ago..

(For STC) We will miss you, miss ur accent, miss ur funny antics and many many more i can't describe.. xD ultimately, we miss ur pressence.. Although i onli knew u during sec 3, u have impacted my life so much, i believe u impacted everyone lives too.. we will never forget u!! take cares and dun forget us too!!

2008-11-15T14:08:00.002+08:00

O levels is OVER!!! lets party!! =)

Prom nite was super cool and fun.. many beauties and hunks there... excluding mi of course.. congrats to jordan for being Prom king.. and sharzeen for being prom queen.. CONGRATS... ^^

i will upload some photos soon.. when i get them..

2008-09-28T10:22:00.005+08:00

Went to the F1 race on Friday... sadly... I din get a few good shots with my lousy camera phone.. =(

but it was GREAT!!! too bad sabrina... im gonna make u jealous.. ^^ the Ferrari was beautiful.. in my opinion la.. getting to touch it was really a great experience too... maybe cause i never seen one with working engines and stuff before? xDD

next time if there is anymore races... please bring a ear plug.. the noise of those engines will blast your ears until u turn partially deaf... Im dead serious.. Im already half deaf from those freaking powerful engines... -.-

2008-09-16T13:36:00.002+08:00

A maths was a killer.. zzz paper 1 that is... -.- wonder how to survive for tmr paper 2...

left 4 papers to go!!! 3 sciences paper 1, 1 a maths killer paper 2.. jia you jia you!!!

O lvls in 1 month... tick tick tick.. time sure flies when we suffer...

2008-08-23T23:07:00.002+08:00

Woots!! finally the weekends!! i sound like some deprived kid... zzz -.- at least dun have to listen to boring lessons anyway.. hahaz.. its a day for mi to relax.. xDD

wanted to go cycling and play basketball de.. too bad raining.. rain until so heavy.. can feel the rain coming into my room laa.. went out for dinner.. actually wanna go tampines eat... but ended up.. we wear so nice.. go tampines.. abit wasted, so went to marina square to eat.. din know was so crowded.. ended up walking up and down, trying to find a place to eat.. ended up at carls JR.. din noe the burger freaking large.. my chicken keep falling out of the darn burger.. -.-

After walking around, to aid digestion, we went out to meet dad to go home.. and WOW.. highlight of the day, there were fireworks from Korea!!! damn swee la.. best thing is.. we dun even have to move from our location, and there isnt anyone squeezing us, cause we were watching fireworks.. from reflections of the buildings... xDD

wonderful day today.. no hw, nice weather, free fireworks display.. nice day.. xD

2008-08-12T17:02:00.005+08:00

WHAT A UTTERLY COMPLETE FAILURE...

im so disappointed in myself.. yet somehow.. happy... weird.. i got a C6 for MT o lvls.. which is to many, crap.. hai.. at least i din cry in school.. couldn't stop stiffing back my tears while walking home..

i was hoping to get a B.. at least a B.. B4 also can.. but why C6?!! Cant believe during the exams i still can smile to myself.. saying "wow, quite easy sia.. maybe i can get B for the very first time.. "
well screw myself!!! wtf am i thinking that time?!

Oral... i just pass... oh crap.. how to retake already??? oral is a just pass.. then overall just pass?? hmms.. maybe during june my paper 1 and 2 isn't so bad.. its the freaking oral, it pulled everything down.. aww shucks.. now if i retake.. my paper 1 and 2 get A1, overall also no more A le.. haiiz..

Anyway.. Congrats to people that got a distinction... or those that is satisfied with their results... dun be sad to those getting a low grade.. i understand, cause i also like u all..

2008-08-11T14:39:00.002+08:00

tommoro going back to school le.. 3 days break seems too fast le.. i want a longer longer break!!! arghh.. nvms.. shall persevere on..

finally changed my blogskin.. the other one was a little too childish, too colourful le.. just not my type.. i prefer those serenade colours? hmmms.. dunno whether i used the words correctly.. ahh heck..

past few days been staying at home, wanted to invite frens over to play de.. haiz.. too bad.. house was so full, filled with my bro and sis frens.. they came over to party.. oh well.. in the end too cramp to invite more frens..

i really wanna play basketball!!! anyone free during saturdays? call mi.. we go play bb at 411? my hands are itchy... hahaz

2008-08-09T16:27:00.002+08:00

pheww... finally prep is over!! left prelim and Os... still long way then we can really enjoy ourself... -.- prep was okayyy... quite difficult.. yet some quite easy ba... dun wanna talk about it anymore...

some random memories i wanna share... happy or sad.. depends on how u look at it lohs.. u can see it as a cup half empty.. or a cup half full.. up to u guys..

2 years ago... i first met u.. through maplestory.. u were introduced to mi for the very first time.. i don't even know u existed before... how can i miss such a beauty in front of me since the beginning of secondary school?!

there were many guys fighting over u... i admit.. i was one of them.. well.. i lost.. lost to someone almost similar, yet so different.. were u happy with him? i dunno... u were with him.. i wanted to give up, yet i couldn't, part of it was ur fault aint it? treating me so nice, able to keep up with my nonsense, giving mi hope that i got a chance..

still remember our first wednesday? the school decided to start late on weds.. we had breakfast often.. u said ok so easily.. but now.. same excuses... remember the playground near the school? walking past that place, i still think of u..

remember the times we walked home together, the happy times when we laughed together, cycling each other on my bike? do u even remember on ur birthday, wad we did?? i doubt u even remember my birthday..

there was this time... we went roy's house? do u recall? that day was the best memory i had... we had so much fun... u were afraid, yet din dare to admit it.. i could tell.. i wanted to cuddle u so much.. that temptation...

within that 2 years.. so many memories.. our memories.. i hope u will at least remember them, even if we couldn't be together...

2008-06-25T17:39:00.002+08:00

DAMN.... still having the holiday mood.. hahahz.. 3rd day of school... already feeling all the pressure and stress.. arghh... next week onwards there are test test test.. -.-

teachers are really booking time for everyone to stay back.. wad to do?! O lvls.. in 116 days i assume?? time to go on hiatus... buhbyes

2008-06-19T13:02:00.002+08:00

Wad am i suppose to be blogging anyway?? hmmms.. why should i blog in the first place? no one comes to read anyway.. am i wasting my time here? why is the blog so dead, even after i change to a livelier skin, more posts, more hype songs... but why no one seems to visit it de... so pathetic.. im just freaking wasting my time here..

do frens really exist in this world? wad are ur opinions?? friends aren't friends when they keep u in the dark... only letting u find out when u read their blogs... its kinda like betraying... in this earth.. i guess there isn't such thing as friendship...

SOMEONE... ANYONE... please drop by a message when u visit this blog... ^^

2008-06-16T14:02:00.003+08:00

wad a bore!!! i cant play maple private server!!!! someone teach mi how to load it properly lehs.. im soo pissed!!! always cannot start de.. i shall try downloading it today again... ^^

leg cramp today... -.- guess it's due to cycling all the way to bedok under the freaking hot sun without stopping for a rest.. except when crossing the road la.. xDD went to visit grandpa.. glad he is still fit and healthy ^^.. even owning a fish shop on his own.. im quite amazed.. O.O if i were him.. i be at home slacking and watching TV..

i became darker... -.-

2008-06-13T19:46:00.002+08:00

Boring day today... *yawns* got to use the com the whole cause bro isnt at home.. but i din play any games at all.. arghh!!! no one to talk to on msn.. no fun games to play le.. holidays are boring!!!

i want go out!! go out out out out!!! somebody pleasssee call mi or sms mi, saying u wanna catch a movie.. i dun wan rot at home le.. those people who got banned.. u will understand.. lols.. well... at least something good happened today.. I COMPLETED MY HOMEWORK!!! woots woots xDD.. can slack abit le!!! Yahoo!!

2008-06-11T22:35:00.003+08:00

No one wanna play dota with mi.... zzzz... i too noob liao ar... haiyo.. onli ppl i can play with are Ai... pathetic rites?? hahaz.. today dinner was... shiok!!! ate at DTE the sushi thingy.. 1 plate at 99 cents?? considered quite cheap sei.. i love the SUSHI!!! yumm yumm.. next time u guys wanna eat sushi.. go there eat horrr... i recommend u that place.. hahahz.. xD seriously.. i eat until gonna die from over-eating?? is there such thing?? if have.. im suffering from it now... -.-

Maple is FUN... i guess... maybe a little fun onli... but still can keep mi occupied awhile.. LOL..

2008-06-10T15:49:00.002+08:00

Change of blogskin... hmmms... still pondering.. should i revive my blog?? or let it sleep a little.. maybe in time i will noe the answer ba... for now.. lets see... LOLs... -.-

thanks to "someone" my blog.. i think going to wake up soon le.. hang in there!! lols.. but seriously.. wad to post sia?? like nothing nice to put de.. hahahz.. so yea... boring life.. i noe i noe.. maybe i should go out and exercise a little.. im getting fat.. -.-

2007-12-27T14:26:00.000+08:00

YATTA!!!!!! i uploaded a new song!!! i hope u guys enjoy it!!! if u got come my blog and read this post la... if not too bad!!! yatta!!!

2007-12-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! WISHING EVERYONE A JOYOUS AND FUN-FILLING HOLIDAYS!!

YATTA!!! YATTA!!! HURRAY!! HURRAY!!

2007-12-08T16:11:00.000+08:00

why do u even bother reading it... u dun care about anything at all.. why does it affect u?? u think it doesnt affect me? u can just stop coming here anymore.. why make things so difficult for urself??

2007-11-27T14:12:00.000+08:00

now everyday seems so monotonous... why aint my life so fun and exciting like everyone else?? why is everyone seems so happy during the holidays... but mi... stuck at home to stare at the computer until the radiation burn off my eyes??

is there any fun during the holidays?? like a outing or smth?? i realise i love going to sch more than i love the holidays.... why?? i feel like studying and doing revision.. not dumb hw.. like literature or english... hw seems meaningless now... wad is holiday with homework? isnt it just so irony?

i dun have to blog wad happened everyday... as everyday is the same... lets see.... wake up, eat breakfast, play computer... buy lunch, eat lunch, play computer.. eat dinner.. play computer.. then good nite again... waiting for the next day to start with the same process... how boring...

who would be kind enough to ask mi join them in a game of anything?? like pool? like lan? bowling? haiz... school is so much better than holidays... at least i get to enjoy myself, share my joy and sorrow with frens.. rather than stuck at home, doing the same thing with a non-living thing... -.-

this phrase came to me 1 nite when i couldnt sleep... sounds disgusting, yet meaningful.. friendship is like pissing on urself, everyone can see it, but onli u feel the warmth...

2007-11-23T12:11:00.000+08:00

wad is wrong with mi? or should i say.. wad is wrong with u? u are acting like a primary school kid.. using the same old childish method to solve this problem between us.. u think ignoring mi, blocking mi could change everything? ur wrong.. u are just too naive...

lemme just start with this... do u remember the things i done for u? do u remember i tried helping u in wadeva way i can? like this year, on ur bday.. u said no one celebrate for u... i cancelled all my activities with my frens.. just to celebrate with u.. and i waited for u for 3 HOURS... yet i din complain..

how about the time when u said it was going to rain? and ask mi to send u home? do u noe i was drench by the time i reach home? i dun think u noe... how about another time? when u need someone to accompany u when ur bored at dte? who accompanied u? i think it was me... i cancel wad i had that time, just to accompany u.. i was suppose to meet my fren and help them.. but i helped u instead..

who gave u the dividers last minute? who gave u bio papers when u nid them? think about it...

think about all the stuff i have done for u.. after a short quarrel? and this is the effect? do u think its necessary? do u think about how i feel? do u even understand why i do all this for u? reasons are simple.. to make u happy...

have u forgotten all the memories we had? have u forgotten the frenship we had? i seriously hope u will understand wad i felt after reading this...

2007-11-21T10:37:00.000+08:00

went to catch a movie yesterday.... din realise the tickets were so cheap... $7 onli... for a movie, considered quite cheap le.. last time is like.. $10.50?? maybe yesterday was a tuesday.. should be ba....

wanted to watch beowulf de.... but sian.. NC 16... well, i tried my luck.. LOL, obviously cannot lohs.. should have went to a younger counter... the old auntie dun let mi... asshole... ask mi show IC... freak her lahs, i say i nver bring, then she say no proof that ur 16 cannot watch... asshole... hahaz.. i noe i haven 16 yet lahs... but NC 16 movies are just too nice le ma... haiz.. in the end must watch BEE movie.. so sian..

watched the 5.20 show... then ended about 7 plus ba... went to arcade... saw some small pai kia... look like pri 6 nia... then got girlfren liao, got piercings liao.. like WTF?!

so suay lah yesterday... saw that stupid dog, yan xiang, asshole... he act big nia... but like DOG... see mi nia.. must push mi mehs... wan get attention nia... big fat asshole... no wonder some ppl think u so irritating... ur face can tell liao.. u are AN ASSHOLE... no doubt about it...

haiz... issit fate? or issit just coincidence? i dunno... but after that few days of ignoring mi... why did i have to see u?? of all people... YOU... haiz... im just thinking about u, then u appear right infront of mi.. but look like u din even notice.. maybe u did, maybe u din.. wadeva was it.. i hope its a sign..

please dun be angry or irritated anymore?? please.....

2007-11-18T17:18:00.000+08:00

hmmms.... dunno whether should blog not.... abit sian.... haiz.. nth better to do...
class chalet was a success!!! hahaz... next year must definitely have again.. so lucky, almost rained but din.. hahaz.. maybe the person on top wan us to enjoy ba... hahaz..

went there at about 3 plus... then there got ppl playing xbox liao.. so fast.. lols.. we play cards first then play xbox... woots.. tio thrashed by willis.. the action and pro kia.. then blah blah.. we had bbq... cannot start fire.. haha... then celebrate tat cheong bday.. and others bday... ^^ i dunno wad they did later.. cause i went home...

went DTE escape the next day... alot of ppl knocked out le... hahaz... so many of them din went... so onli a few go lohs.. play every ride once, then went to arcade.. then eat lunch go home le.. i think everyone too tired to play le... all wan go home slp... hahaz...

i realise smth.... everyone will noe how i feel.. by just seeing the weather... hmms... quite true ba... today was thundering and raining like siao...

if ur asking mi to forget everything about u, im afraid i have to disappoint u.. even if i tried to... memories last foreva.. remember that... u cant erase my memories of u just by saying it... sorry...

2007-10-29T16:14:00.000+08:00

YO.... hahaz... today is the start of a new week... start of foundation progamme also.... our classroom become on the first floor... O.O so near.. hahaz... now no nid walk up 4 storeys le... hahaz.. shiok... but the classroom very.... blehs... the deco ar... see until headache liao... the names of the students are like flung everywhr on the walls... OMG how to study man...

today lessons pass very fast... like... close eye awhile.. open... next period le.. hahaz... darn fast... then so shiok... faster go home slp.. LOL... i lazy la... -.-

now chionging my hw.... faster finish... then can faster play... woots... looking forward for the dota game with ky, justin and some more ppl... ^^

2007-10-27T19:30:00.000+08:00

YO.... wassup world!!! today was a saturday.. sian.... got PTM (to u guys who dunno... its parent teacher meeting) very sian.... its on a SATURDAY.... a day we should be slping till like 10 or maybe 12??

but because of this stupid PTM... must wake up earlier.... i think wake up at 7 plus... to get ready for school... those early birds that come first get number first... then see teacher first.. then go home also first.... but soo suay... i cannot take number for my parents.... -.- they dun wan hear mr ong talk and all that... so nver come early... but horr... they(teachers) also smart lahs.. say cannot take for parents... must see them first.. then can take..

so my father come first take and go home... lols.. waste so much time lahs... then ended up the number is 17... should be 11 de lohs...

so get back report card le... woots... not bad le.. L1R4 = 10 i happy le ba.... cant expect so much rites.. hahaz..

then suddenly got headache... so dizzy... so faster eat lunch and rush home to slp... hahaz...

then hooked on the com the whole day... went to DTE to eat dinner... dunno why today no mood eat... eat half a bowl onli... so full le... then come back and play again le... so monotonous!!! arghhh...

oh ya... i miss pokemon today!!! damn!!!!! hahahz... im childish... ^^

2007-10-25T17:56:00.000+08:00

yoyo!!! i think im going back to blogging le... since both mummies want mi to blog again.... -.- cant disappoint them can i?? lols... anw we 3/8 ers are 1 BIG family... ^^ wanna noe why?? we got alot of things in common... we play together, study together... can guess wad?!?! we have our own DOG too... isnt that wad a family is?? but the dog is naughty of course... hahaz... must teach her some manners... eat too much too... try to lose some weight DOG!!! ^^ no offence to anyone... and im not saying who is the dog... cause its already obvious...

today lesson was boring as usual... nth happening... so sian... wanna orh orh liao... i dun really understand why miss chua so angry lohs... we nver bring qns paper onli ma... and the qns is on the screen!!! y so flare up sia... even zul from another class say bring pencil box onli ma... we dunno anything lohs... miss chua.. u nid to cool down!!! seriously... today no bio and SPA... shiok.. hahaz... went to central to buy dinner... -.- too early le... 2++ onli.. then shop not open.. so went home instead... arghh... wasted my time.. hahaz...

now chionging maths hw... so many sia... wanna die le... im not in the studious mood now... im switched off le... i dun wan to on it back again!!!! arghhh...............

2007-10-24T16:46:00.000+08:00

i guess... i should just go back into blogging.... hmms... long long time nver post anything le... lost my touch... hahhahz... i dunno wad i should blog now already... firstly.... i think i talk bout EOY?? maybe not... its over.. i dun think anyone wanna remember it anw.... so nopes... no EOY... hmmms.... maybe post about wad i did today??
somethings are just arent meant to be that way.... for example.... mi... maybe i wasnt meant to be a funny guy like fabian?? maybe im just not a kind that can be a leader?? im just a stupid follower?? i must change my ways le...
can anyone tell mi... why am i always being ignored?! in school... at home... almost everywhere.... wad is wrong with their ears???? i talk so loud for them to hear mi... yet... totally pushed aside... i think its better if i keep it to myself... if not ppl think i AA again.... not amino acid... but attracting attention....

today school was dismiss very early... 2.30... not bad... first time on wednesday can go home so early... but we were holded back by mrs lim.... so sian lohs... i guess we were the onli sec 3 studying.... while the rest go home le.... we went central to buy fries and bubble tea... but dunno y... i feel so left out... like so pathetic... today like no one to talk to... darn sianed... then so sian until go home loh... wanted to slack abit longer... but cannot...

go home, bathe and played computer le.... but sadly... first thing i online... computer hanged... zzz DAMN... then XY not happy with mi today.... haiz.. i seriously dunno wad i did.. then she say because of yesterday... yesterday i helping her with some problems she had... then i nver go into maple ma... she say i ignored her... -.-'' its like... cmon lahs... i help u.. instead of a thankyou.. i get a anything, wadeva attitude back... WTF....

2007-08-11T09:04:00.000+08:00

sian.... i think im gonnna delete my blog soon... so lazy to update... update about wad? i cant think of anything at all... its so monotonous... always staring at the same post everyday huh.... but no time to update wad... even if have time... it is for playing ma... who will be bothered to update neh? not mi... blogged today just to make people read ba... but i dun think anyone will read it hehs... so heck care about this blog le ba...

THIS BLOG IS DEAD!!!

2007-07-28T10:39:00.000+08:00

finally... saturday!!! hahaz... can rest le... got so many tests coming up... this week was damn hectic man.... so much test.. one after another.. can die sia... today must rest.. hahaz.. then tmr study for test for next week again.. so sian.. haiz...

binomal quiz was quite ok ba... think can pass... heng is quiz.. hahaz... geograhpy test was a waste of time... remember soo many things.. then come out onli tropical rainforest, monsoon forest and coniferous forest.. -.-'' make us remmber lik wad.. till brain wanna boom le... then... wtf so little.. but yesterday no cca... hahaz... went to raphael house to do project... but nver finish... haiz... been hearing stupid stuff on youtube.. until nver do much... hahaz... maybe if can.. tml go do again... haiz... i wanna relaz... but still got long long way...

i noe im crapping away.. hahaz... but weather is so good that must crap... heh...

2007-07-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

been awhile since i update.... dun think this suit mi ba.... i hate blogging... maybe blogging in once a month?? blogging is.. wasting my time... -.-'' its so boring...

been very busy lately... school work is killing mi.. i dunno how to cope anymore... feel so stress... but im sure ciga wun help keep u stress free... so... dun try it... its bad... ^^

today's SPA... was a total screwed up... i din even do finish... die... wad is K? its gradient... but i thought gradient is G? arghh... so sucky.... o levels counted de lehs... arghh... so pissed off with myself...

but today quite okies lahs... quite little homework... compared to the other days... do homework time... buhbyes... ^^

2007-07-07T14:05:00.000+08:00

hmmms... i think i should change blog skin liaoz... hahaz.. to colourful colourful... but so girly de... hmmms... wad blog skin neh?? i dunno.. anyhow use 1 ba.. lols.. yesterday went out to play with some frens... so boring.. because got leon mum.. hahaz.. jkjk.. at least got discount... lols... we sing song.. so many songs.. then ky go rap rap the ting mama de hua... darn nice.. lols...

i think steph sing the most.. almost all the songs she sings.. hahahaz.. i think she got sore throat... lols... so expensive.. $$ 14... arghh.. money fly away.. but at least we ate 4 waves of food.. lols.. not bad huh... then we have food fight!! lols.. throw the crackers everywhr.. then ade.. so poor thing.. kanna by us.. lols...

fun day ba... dunno wad else to say... hmmms... LING LING... faster recover from ur poxy poxy.. i wanna u be back to sch!!! ^^

2007-06-23T22:02:00.000+08:00

long time no post le.... too busy to post ma... with all the recent incidents and other stuff... keep mi so busy.... haiz... tuesday was such a asshole day for mi and my jie jie... -.-''

tio car accident... stupid driver... nver see.. anyhow drive.. chiong red light somemore... green man ppl crossing also cannot see meh... SOO big lah... even the blind can see... zzz crossing halfway then the stupid car bang us.... then we fly away.. sis land on the middle of road.. i landed on the side of it... then bicycle screwed up liao.. go to the bus stop there liaoz.. it was totalled... phone and spec all gone liao... watched my pathetic phone being rolled over and over by cars... first.. is car.. then bus.. then ambulance.. rest in peace phone... -.- blah blah..

sis tio injuries worst than mine... she got fractured collar bone and many many cuts.. i got many many cuts nia... she discharged yesterday...

stupid driver still say is our fault.. say we chiong out of no where... wan to bluff also bluff better ma... got ppl crossing the road also sia... asshole driver...

2007-06-15T20:05:00.000+08:00

PHEW..... finally back home from the 4 days camp!!! woots... its was darn boring... but very meaningful too... get to noe many new frens.... it was actually quite a enjoyable camp... but very tiring...

our bonds was built up by the camp... got to noe new frens... lik.. samson, nichalas, B.B, J.T pang and last of all... JAMES!! hahaz.. james is the captain of the NCC east district.. if u guys dunno... i saying it now!! he is a darn darn darn important person in NCC... and i know him onli lik... 2 days ago...

1st day
we went there... thanks to albin's dad.. we reached the camp without much difficulty... pro pro... hahaz.. first group to reach there... then the sir scold... say go home la go home.. early morning cannot shout issit.. then we all very shocked.. then we actually wanna go home.. hahaz.. then we go to the far far away camp.. darn far.. then in the bus must sing songs all the way... darn sian... 1st day nia.. so tiring liao.. we reach there about 8.30... then pack pack.. do some admin stuff... then the torture begans... arghh.... then finally lunch.. then got some revisions on the test.. the GSK, the trainfire, IFC... until dinner... then we had some dunno wad thing at the rocky mess place... then talk talk.. watch some videos i think... then supper... blah blah.. lights out..

2nd day
wake up at 5.30... soo early lah... then morning PT... quite slack.. ran about 2 rounds nia.. then we had breakfast.. no appetite... so din eat much.. then we went to see the weapons... the best i think is the SPIKE and MILAN.. i lik the new singapore guns... hahaz.. SAR 21... too bad we din get to shoot.. haiz... then got the trainfire test... quite difficult.. i thought i will fail... but in the end nver lah... hahaz... blah blah.. not interesting liao.. until the next day...

3rd day
same time wake up... PT again... but nver run... still no appetite eat breakfast.. hate those water parades.. suck man... drink whole bottles until wanna vomit... zzz... blah blah.. then got GSK... test was quite easy... simple knowledge also can pass de... then got IFC... finish very fast... then got free time.. we played games with our sir.. quite fun... then dinner.. then games till lights out...

4th day
got rehearsal for guaduation parade... very sucky... must stand in the hot hot sun... for so long... zzz... was quite shocked went they called my name to ask mi to move to the front.. i thought i had done smth wrong.. hahaz.. but very very lucky thing is... they said im the best in GSK!! woots... tied with 1 gal.. zzz but nvm... hahaz.. then receive the shield as an award.. but nver bring home.. think will send to the sch ba... then we receive for ranks and badges... another good thing... i got 2nd sergeant!!! 4 ppl in my platoon.. mi, yusoff, zul and 1 guy i dunno the name.. hahaz..

went back to the camp to return the rifles... then went home... it was quite a camp.. hahaz.. had fun and made many many good frens.. but glad to be home lah.. hahaz..

2007-06-09T14:25:00.001+08:00

PLEASE READ THIS!!! for u onli.. u should noe urself better.... this post is nth to others okies??

im sry... sry sry... very very sry... please dun be angry anymore... give mi 1 more chance... i wun disappoint u anymore.. i promise u... its my fault k?? blame it on mi... may all the bad things happen to mi... im so sry... i nid ur pressence... dun go away... please... =(

tat's for someone.. the others... if u dunno.. dun ask.. i wun tell u anything... so dun ask.. later u ended up lik mi.. i guess u dun wan it to happen.. its bad.. very bad.. ok...

2007-06-01T15:46:00.000+08:00

arghhh.... life sux!!!! life totally suck!!! wish i wasnt even born... i rather be a animal then a human.. i be insect also can... then let ppl step until i flatten... now because of the stupid thing... now i becoming emo again.. eeyer.. i dun wan... i wan be happy go lucky.. emo suck... but u suck even more... u cause mi to become lik tat... hate hate hate u!!!!

-.-'' forget about the post above... im just trying to chill out... zzzz

2007-05-29T08:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday was such a fun day... hahaz... lazy to blog about it... ask someone else to blog ba... ask claudia...

tat's all for today... go chiong hw liao...

2007-05-20T08:29:00.000+08:00

yay!!! blogger recover le... can blog properly le... shiok!!! hahaz.. friday we made PET rockets... hahaz.. so fun.. spend about 4 hours making a rocket... but onli can shoot 2 times... >.<>

2007-05-11T18:53:00.000+08:00

wtf is wrong with blogger man... y wanna blog also so hard... zzz... well.. finally exams are over!! weets... no more long tiring days for mi to mug le.. woots... so happy lah... monday got school not ar... i really dunno.. if dun have i go party lik mad cow liao.. hahahz..

oh ya... today is may 11... claudia's birthday!! Happy birthday claudia!! hope u see this.. lol.. sry i din get u anything.. cause no time.. because of the hectic shedule i had... study for exams ma... okok.. exams over liao.. i dun wan talk about it liao... cause it SUCK!!! i noe i gonna fail chinese, Amaths and physics liao... -.-'' so sucky.. those papers were killers man... trick u nia... 1st few pages lik chicken feet... then at the back... all to kill us de... ask anyone lah.. they say the same thing.. hahaz..

its time to party.. yea? im going to go out all i can liao... not going to stay at home to daydream and play com liao.. must exercise.. im getting fat... hahaz..

2007-05-03T13:37:00.000+08:00

well...sry guys.. very very long nver blog le... hahaz.. soo sry... have to study how exams.. how to use the com... haiz... after exams then continue blogging again.. now just a short post...

today is the official start of exams le... arghh... have english and SS... difficult sia... english got screwed up... wtf... talk about global warming lah.. then wad architecture crap... wad the hell... at least i manage to finish everything... with 149 words... heng heng...

then later SS... even worst... dun understand anything at all... anyhow write.. first qns is about inference.. i write reliability... wtf... haiz... first paper.. gonna die.. then the rest how... -.-''

sad lah.. anyway i dun understand log.. even till now... wad a noob sia.. zzz

2007-04-15T10:57:00.000+08:00

life kinda sux recently... issit because exams are coming?? i dunno... feel so pressurized... its like everyone is forcing mi to tell them things tat they are not suppose to noe... someone lik nicholas... y?? he promised mi not to do this kind of things anymore.. but wad happens... he didnt change 1 bit...

speech day is over... wad a bad time we had... in the hall, listening to ppl talking... i am one of the audience... it was so boring... we didnt have any refreshment.. and we cant have toilet breaks even... sitting there for 4 hours?? cant talk.. must listen.. how boring...

next week.. sec 4 are stepping down.. time for us to go up, take up important roles... some ppl are feeling happy.. some, the opposite... well... this day someday will have to happen... too bad next week is the day..

tests are coming up... gotta revise them... haiz.. no time blog anymore...

2007-04-07T11:25:00.000+08:00

yesterday.... had such great fun... hahaz... nver felt so happy.. so carefree in my life... but sad thing is... i wasted 5 hours of my life... wandering wandering.. in vivo city... came at 1.30.. then i got lost.. -.-'' then wander wander... waiting for them to finish their movie.. tat.. wasted 2 hours of my life... then adelyn sms mi.. say finish movie le... then i went to look for them... but i got lost again... zzz... 1 hour to find them...

then managed to find them - adelyn and cheryl.. the rest gone le... then we wasted another 1 hour walking to no whr... already so late.. then we went to bugis.. to play lan.. to play arcade.. then we waited sooo long.. then in the end.. onli i and nicholas nver play.. we went to arcade instead.. then later went to pasta mania... i no money... canot eat... -.-'' onli stare at them.. hahaz.. then we went home.. hahaz... lik tat... 5 hours of my life gone liao.. hahaz.. but i dun care... at least can enjoy after so many school days.. hahaz..

really really hope this could be happening forever.. like so much fun... ^^

2007-03-30T15:30:00.000+08:00

** cough cough ** haiz... been sick recently... have a very very bad cough... zzz... i dun wan to go to school... but in the end i did... hahaz.. who ask mi sick on the days tat got test... unlucky... tats the onli word i can say... now very very tired... didnt slp for the past two days... coughing in the night lik siao...

today had the PE... must run... phew phew.. i pass it... although i couldnt breathe in much air cause the phlegm stuck there... zzz... cant believe i lost to hsien wah.. and i injure my legs again... the bone on the right, the bottom part of the hip on the left leg... sian sian sian... soo pain... cant walk properly liao la... must limb limb limb.. hahaz.. tmr must see doctor le... soo boring.. haiz... ** cough cough **

2007-03-23T19:00:00.001+08:00

this blog is going to be dead... too busy to everyday or maybe every week to update... i noe y got problem le... the blog sux... dun allow - in the url... no wonder i cant view my own blog... hahaz... -.-'' peeps... i cant see ur blog... those with - in their url... pls make it easier for mi.. so i can see... hahaz.. thanks alot... lol =)

2007-03-19T17:01:00.000+08:00

hmm... start of school le... soo sianz... back to the normal lessons... no more playing... time to buck up... i must improve... talking about improving.. i dun think anything is... except getting more and more depress...

wadeva i did.. wasnt working very well... ppl learn from their mistakes... they try doing things differently.. from a different view... i tried... but it isnt working... y?? in the past.. i acted this way... and they treated mi with a negative attitude.. i changed... and now.. some other ppl isnt very delight about it.. wad should i do... especially u ( best fren ) im soo lost in the world of my own. should i... remain the same way.. or change... i feel lik giving up.. maybe she just tired? maybe... i cant really tell.. haiz.. life, sucks... =(

2007-03-12T20:08:00.000+08:00

well well well... its the march holidays... packed with hw and hw and hw... darn tat guy... its onli a week of holidays... yet u pile our hw.. lik its the end of year holidays... -.-''

u think we students have so much time? while u, old baldy guy dun? u think wrong... we are packed with shedule and more of our own relaxing time.. we nid these times ok... i rather go to school if tat's the case... its lik having school at ur own home... F urself... well... done some hw... left with.. alot...

wad should i do.. i feel so loss... feel so lonely.. feel dejected.. is there anyone out there to console mi? help mi?

2007-03-07T21:18:00.000+08:00

class cheer... its coming up.. just another 2 more days... woots!! cant wait... 3/8 rules... hope we will win.. i think its quite good le.. compared to other class.. tat is.. hahaz.. sry.. no offense..

everyone is practicing hard.. i can tell.. hmm... except some lazy bums.. dun wanna mention names.. cmon guys... lets win!!! arghh.. tmr going to change seats le.. sian... i dun wanna change my seat... sitting with fabian is so fun.. and with raphael... arghhh..

got so many hw... holiday homework.. arghh.. sian...

so confuse... wad should i do.. should i? should i not? wad am i suppose to do? >.<

2007-03-04T17:41:00.000+08:00

its been quite awhile since i updated.. hahaz.. no time.. busy busy... but nowadays.. can slack.. cause common test over... i failed chinese... -.-'' as usual...

bio was fun.. hahaz... talk about shit.. hahaz.. shiok.. finally got some jokes in class... shit will become hard when u dun shit too much.. hmmm.. will break toilet bowl too... wow.. so hard man...

anyways.. class cheer is coming up... preparing lik siao.. but some ppl still slacking.. i dun wanna mention names.. but.. i think its a must.. our class pet loh.. nver do anything.. just bark at us.. so cute.. hahaz.. i wonder if we will win.. hmm..

saturday.. which is yesterday.. we all went out with frens... weee.. fun day.. afternoon went to safra played pool with nicholas and matthew and sean.. weee.. so tyco.. win nicholas sia.. hahaz... anyhow hit.. last ball go in.. yea!! hahaz.. -.-'' i made 5 new ah ma le.. hahaz.. they say i raphael son.. then his mummies.. are.. denise, stephanie, mei ling, cheryl, adelyn.. then they must be my ah ma loh.. hahaz.. cheryl, u better be careful hor.. that guy damn freak sia.. watch out...

today.. went to leon condo.. can say shereen condo also and kenny.. -.-'' practice awhile then went to play pool.. the table is so darn big.. hahaz.. must sit on table to hit the ball.. hahaz... so hard sia... went to eat at pasta mania.. woot.. the food quite nice.. then went to play arcade.. almost finish the whole game in daytona expert.. haiz.. the finishing line in front nia.. still cannot goal.. hahaz.. next time must try harder.. then matt wasted 2 tokens.. cause the car spoil.. then he cannot play.. hahaz.. sry ar matt.. lol..

had fun for the past few days... hope everyday would be lik tat.. then i might be the happiest guy on earth le.. tmr got school le.. sian... must do hw le =(

2007-02-24T09:44:00.000+08:00

life kinda been the same... wake up.. brush up.. headed for school.. after that.. study study for next test... then wake up.. brush up.. headed for school.. after that.. study study for next test.. y wun anything be shocking?? lik someone fell down the stairs and broke a bone.. and can see it sticking out?? or i pass my test with full marks??

just after CNY.... then got A maths common test le.. gonna flunk it.. many qns didnt answer.. so scared.. how?? >.<

thursday... finally a day without having to hand in any work.. phew... but got common test to revise.. E maths.. i thought today would be a good day.. but i was totally wrong.. we pissed off the bio teacher.. we are really SORRY... she was so pissed that she was about to cry.. >.<>

friday... CCA was cancelled.. woo hoo!!! thanks cher.. thanks alot.. i did a few careless mistake.. arghh... for my E maths common test.. argh!!! now cannot score a full mark.. >.<>

~wad is the meaning of living? doing everything lik a robot? living day and night without any emotion?? confused~

2007-02-18T20:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to everyone out there!!! hahaz... today is lunar new year.. i think everyone is soo tired.. visiting house to house.. i think.. no energy to move le.. except for my fingers.. lol..

everyone is so busy today.. collecting ang baos.. can giving ang baos... after soo long.. finally can see my cousins and play with them.. hahaz... sometimes.. i wonder.. how come lik every year.. the ang baos.. lik getting lesser and lesser.. y?! y am i complaining? haiz haiz.. my cousin soo cute!!! hahaz.. soo gentle.. soo ke ai.. feel lik pinching her.. lol.. nvm..

2007-02-17T01:03:00.000+08:00

enjoyed a movie with a group of frens today... had fun... lazy to post more..

2007-02-14T18:13:00.000+08:00

i dunno y... its valentine day... it seems lik everyone have a valentine except minority.. if she could make it today.. i think it would be one of the happiest day of the year... firstly, i got sweets today, got alot alot..

there's little hw to be done today.. and no nid to revise so hard cause tmr onli got lit test... and best of all... we all did very well in our chemistry!!! i scored 47/50.. well.. should be 48/50.. but careless mistake.. make mi lose marks... haiz...

worse thing of the day... i receive a sms early morning.. she stated... " i free today.. but i dun feel lik going out le... ..... ... " giving quite weird excuses... aiya... now i cant give mi valentine present to her le... =( just have to eat those choc myself.. >.<

*i wish u would appreciate mi and give mi a chance*

2007-02-06T19:55:00.000+08:00

hai hai hai.... wonder y nowadays feeling so stress... hw is piling up lik wad le... feeling sick today... very sick... feel lik vomitting... but cannot.. -.-'' then still got CCA... arghh.. but i noe one thing le... mrs koh is damn good!! i sick nia.. she told mi no need go CCA.. ask mi to go home.. weee.. but.. i still go.. i be guai kia.. ^^ lucky i nver march.. cause i tio black out.. >.<>

now at home.. must chiong hw.. when can i ever rest properly?! today ss test.. totally flunk it.. i dun even noe how to spell.. zzz.. 4 marks.. fly away... sob sob..

y u ppl lik tat treat mi sia.. last time no stead.. ask mi pei ni go home.. now got stead le.. then heck care brother... wtf is this.. gal better than brother ar?? zzz

2007-02-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

arghh!!! stress!!! got so many tests next week... arghh.. can die liao... i nid a brain blast... lik jimmy.. the cartoon show guy... i lost count of the hw given by my teachers le.. i think about 20?? too much?? i think lesser.. but dunno.. zzz.. onli sat and sun then can enjoy le.. but.. sat and sun, is a day for projects!!! waa... too sad.. 7 days in a week.. is not good to enjoy life... arghh..

didnt blog the past few days.. abit too tired to type.. maybe... sianz.. got loads of test to study.. and hw.. to do... >.<

lazy to blog le..bye bye.. next post ~ maybe 2 days.. or 3 days later -.-''

2007-01-30T21:26:00.000+08:00

feeling soo bored.. so decided to blog... lol.. so lame.. just got many hw to do... arghh.. y teacher give so many hw? i think for our own good ar.. train us? lol.. i shall forget wadeva i encounter the past few days.. i had thought it over... it isnt worth it.. getting sad over this kind of stuff.. wad for?? do u care even if im down?? might as well be happy.. rite?? hahaz.. nowadays.. class getting much better.. raphael, fabian.. thanks guys.. for making my world feel so much more fun!! thanks...

i really must pull up my socks liao.. results for tests.. so shitty.. dun so happy.. i will catch up with u guys!!! argh!!!

2007-01-27T21:29:00.000+08:00

Finally... finish camp on friday.. phew... made some new frens.. lik tat cheong, ermm.. i realise that tat cheong is GAY!!! gay with jordan.. hahaz.. alot of new frens...

Day 1
went to labrador smth... we thought we slping with those blangadash ppl.. hahaz.. cause we entered.. then saw many many black ppl.. sry.. no offense.. we went to the dorm.. to unpack our stuff.. then played some icebreaker games.. quite fun.. quite boring... its suppose to be a great day.. but i was totally wrong... after campfire.. its light out... we went back to our dorm... laughing.. but after tat.. smth terrible happened.. zzz.. life sux... totally... now i cant even smile properly.. >.<

Day 2
suppose to have quest for fire.. but the bad thing is.. rain.. we had to postphone it to the afternoon.. which was hot and humid.. we played some team building games.. but a bitch didnt wanna cooperate with the other team.. i pity them... but we had to team up with her.. for quest for fire.. bad bad... but at least she didnt do anything bad.. onli for the first activity.. -.-''

Day 3
time for pack up.. we were in charge of the boys dorm.. waliew.. some dorm are sooo dirty.. they nver clean properly.. we had to pick up the rubbish.. zzz.. lik cleaners...

the camp food taste lik shit.. by the way.. thus.. we arranged a lunch outing.. hahaz.. we ate KFC... and played arcade and lan.. zzz..

today... life was horrible.. my bro finally told mi the truth... heart was shattered... =( shattered into million pieces.. in order to cheer up.. mi and darc went out with some frens to chill out abit.. at least got a little better.. went tm to play..

y?! of all ppl.. u hurt mi the most.. both of u.. one.. my best fren... another the person i lik... arghh... am i tat bad.. wad's the difference between us?? u rejected mi 4 times.. but accept him.. its unfair.. and u onli noe him.. not long... haiz... life, its horrible.. totally sux!!! =(

2007-01-23T20:56:00.000+08:00

haiz.. stress out sia.. today got 2 tests.. arghh.. sianz.. phy and A maths.. lucky i noe how to do them.. if not die liao.. hahaz.. today got no CCA.. woots.. ^^ mrs koh soo good.. we just beg her abit nia.. then cancel CCA.. but still got to stay back.. do some admin stuff.. sianz..

tmr is the camp day le.. wish me good luck.. time to suffer a long harsh journey... haiz.. i scared i get be bullied sia.. hahaz.. by my team members.. hahaz.. sianz.. i dunno wad to bring for camp sia.. zzz..

2007-01-21T19:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Anne and Adelyn... may all ur wishes come true one day..

yesterday too tired to update.. hahaz.. so today i shall update something... yesterday went to safra to celebrate anne birthday.. which is suppose to be today.. went bowling.. but have to wait soo long.. so we played lan first.. i kanna owned by kelmond and hui han sia.. 3 v 1.. but i own gene.. wee!! hahaz.. bowling also tio owned by them.. zzz.. hahaz.. went to eat fish and co.. wee.. ^^ anne treat us eat sia.. got good life..

today went for the FD GM... quite fun lah.. the performance was fabulous.. next time i bring u guys go see ba.. hahaz... very nice... im soo happy.. hahaz.. well.. time to get back to studying.. -.-'' haiz.. sianz...

i hope u lik the present... =)

2007-01-19T21:42:00.001+08:00

haiz.. such a loser sia.. im not coping well with the class.. maths is stressing mi out.. now its chem, english.. and that level camp.. wtf.. how to cope... still got many hw to do.. arghh.. i dunno wad to bring, wad to do.. im completely lost.. pls.. bring mi to the proper track again..

its so regrettful.. i feel lonely once again.. y must she hurt mi again.. he already did tat to u.. yet u still like him.. y?! y dun i stand a chance?? now got more competitors.. how?!?! and they is my best frens too.. >.<

am i that of a loser? anyone.. please tell mi.. i feel so shitty.. ='(