I guess it's time to wake to reality.. Do you really like me? Why do you call me hubby? Why did you make me so happy for that 1 week of my life? And now slam me to the ground? No.. not ground, but hell.. Why did you do that?

Yesterday I was looking forward to seeing you.. And how late were you? 5 hours... I sat there like a fool.. stupid fool..

and finally we met, and you brought your friends along.. 2 girls 1 guy, and wad that guy doing? hugging you.. Can u imagine how upset I am?! FUCK....

I wanted to go home already... But I stayed on... Cause i wanted to see you as long as I could..

I waited so long to have dinner with you.. but u turned me down, saying you are not hungry.. What is this?!

Then at the arcade.. He hugged you so openly in front of me.. FUCK!!!! Do you have any idea how much I loved you, and how much this hurts? well, you fucking don't!

Then movie time, I thought things started to get better, cause it's only us 2.. but i felt like i'm watching it alone... you are there physically, but u are either sleeping or smsing.. your soul isn't there at all.. is it with him? fuck you..

after movie, he came along, and fetch u back.. why did he have to come? it's our date rites? damn...

p.s i still love you.. soul...