Is today a good day?

Is today sunny? or rainy? or both?

Does the weather affects the mood of a person?

Today, went to the park, went to see the ocean once again.. nostalgic, very nostalgic.. Memories keep flooding back into me.. Memories of us, memories of happy and sad times we had. Birthdays, Studies, Casual Cycling. Playing with each other. Immature and innocent..

Even now, different school, different environment. I still have feelings for you. When they got you crying, I never felt so angry before. Even though I only heard your story and not theirs, I thought they are such ASSHOLES to even make you cry. Why?

And why is it that only you can make me sputter, make me lost for words, make my heart flutter? Why can't other girls do that?

Answering my own question, I think cause you are the special someone in my life, the one that makes me feel alive, the one that makes me think coming to this world is all worth it. No other girls ever made me felt this way.

Correct or wrong, no one knows the answer as clearly as me or you.
You may never come across my blog, but this post is for you. Do you know how much I actually like you? Perhaps you do? Perhaps you don't? hmmms...


BTW, I love you.. =)